I want him to write to me. And not because I, or anybody else tells him to, or because he feels forced to do so. I want him to write to me because its then I’ll know that at least for a split second, i went through his mind and he decided I was worth doing something about it.
I hate how im sad and instead of doing anything about it i just keep on feeding my sadness and drowning myself into emptyness ugh
. (via kushandwizdom)
this isnt real
This is so good
depression is when you don’t really care about anything
anxiety is when you care too much about everything
and having both is just like what
Lecrae (via murmurrs)
He reminds her of every good day she’s ever had. Every blinding beam of light reflected on the surface of the stone-cold walls of her myopic room, every sunrise and sunset, every moonlight and dew resting on her naked windows. To her, he is life; so innately beautiful, so difficult to fathom, yet steadfast. Perhaps it was because they held eye contact for a second too long, or the way he smiles, that a never-ending binding between two unrested souls was devised - screaming at each other for love and affection. But making love was never about them in a bed. They made love whenever we held hands, shared outlooks. Making love, they figured, was all about staring into each other relentlessly and not once regretting what they had.
- Body: you should sleep
- Mind: yea right, good luck
Plath, Sylvia. The Bell Jar. (via sensibilitaet)
I really love sylvia plath 😩
You meet a girl: shy, unassuming. If you tell her she’s beautiful, she’ll think you’re sweet, but she won’t believe you. She knows that beauty lies in your beholding… And sometimes that’s enough.”
"But there’s a better way. You show her she is beautiful. You make mirrors of your eyes, prayers of your hands against her body. It is hard, very hard, but when she truly believes you… Suddenly the story she tells herself in her own head changes. She transforms. She isn’t seen as beautiful. She is beautiful, seen.
Patrick Rothfuss, The Name of The Wind (via wordsnquotes)
The Blue Lagoon (1980) ~ I kind of wish my life were like theirs some times….. it seemed so simple and natural; no complications, no regrets. Just plain love and serenity. Has any one else seen it? xx
Because at the end of the day, pretending a problem isn’t there won’t make it go away. You’ll only manage to file it up at the back of your brain in the read-later files, only to find out that they are alive and will haunt you down for the rest of your life. Unless of course, you confront them. It takes an act of braveness and courage to perform this Act, and before you face it, one must first admit that it exists. Because after all, problems are not really problems, they’re just the absence of a solution.
Your writing is amazing and inspirational!
thank you! this means a lot <3
Hey there Beautiful :) i love you. and i care. Even if you think that nobody else does or that you dont deserve to be cared for. i dont know you. and you dont know me. but that doesnt matter. you dont deserve this shit the world is pulling you trough. you are pretty enough, thin enough, beautiful enough, smart enough, good enough, strong enough. you shouldnt be sad, you are too young to be depressed. you are too young to hate the world and want to kill yourself. PLEASE promise me that if you are reading this, you wont kill yourself tonight. or tomorow night. or any night. or day. NEVER. believe me, i’ve been there too, but now i look back and think wow….i would have regretted it so much if i’d done it. I know what its like to feel so alone, so sad and depressed you even struggle to lift up from bed. I know its hard to answer the question whats wrong? when nothing is right. But my life is so much better now. and you have no idea of how much you’ll be missing if you decided to put and end to this world. its not worth it! it gets better, im freaking serious. dont cry babe, no one is worth your tears. and the one who is, isn’t gonna make you cry. you dont need people in your life who dont want to be in it. so surround yourself of happiness and rainbows because you deserve to smile. you deserve to be happy! trust me, i know what you are going through. it is a dark, bottomless pit which will keep on drowning you inside if you let it. you’ll just keep falling and falling but never reach closure. you’ll never be in peace with yourself. you will hate yourself forever. but you shouldn’t. You should make your life the best of it! you only have one! Start off by having an objective perspective. think of it like this: you can have a much better view of a city if you stare at from a helicopter, instead of looking at it from the pavement, the centre of the problem, right? so each time you have an issue, try not to panic. have a much more perspective view. sit back and analyse the situation. every bad thing comes with a good one tied up to it. theres always a good side. try searching! use your time here. ending your life will be the worst mistake you’ll ever do. suicide doesnt end your pain, it just transfers it to others who love you and care about you. If you think nodoby cares about you, let me tell you you are so wrong. Some people struggle to express their emotions and show that they care, and even if you are still convinced that nobody loves you, theres me. I love you SO much. PLEASE. listen to me. Im here for you. if you need any help, I’m just a skype away or just ask me something through my ask. i’ll listen. i wont judge you. you are not alone. there are so many other people who are in the same situation you are, but you can put an end to this; you really can. I am so proud of you right now. look at yourself! you just spent about 7 minutes reading this, hanging on, breathing. you are alive. This means that no matter how much shit life has put you through, you’ve made it. you’ve survived the day. and I’m 100% sure that you can repeat this again tomorrow and solve all your problems. Now, i want you to place your hand over your chest. you feel that beating? its called purpose, you are alive for a reason; even if you still haven’t found one.
Stay strong my love ★