Hey there Beautiful :) i love you. and i care. Even if you think that nobody else does or that you dont deserve to be cared for. i dont know you. and you dont know me. but that doesnt matter. you dont deserve this shit the world is pulling you trough. you are pretty enough, thin enough, beautiful enough, smart enough, good enough, strong enough. you shouldnt be sad, you are too young to be depressed. you are too young to hate the world and want to kill yourself. PLEASE promise me that if you are reading this, you wont kill yourself tonight. or tomorow night. or any night. or day. NEVER. believe me, i’ve been there too, but now i look back and think wow….i would have regretted it so much if i’d done it. I know what its like to feel so alone, so sad and depressed you even struggle to lift up from bed. I know its hard to answer the question whats wrong? when nothing is right. But my life is so much better now. and you have no idea of how much you’ll be missing if you decided to put and end to this world. its not worth it! it gets better, im freaking serious. dont cry babe, no one is worth your tears. and the one who is, isn’t gonna make you cry. you dont need people in your life who dont want to be in it. so surround yourself of happiness and rainbows because you deserve to smile. you deserve to be happy! trust me, i know what you are going through. it is a dark, bottomless pit which will keep on drowning you inside if you let it. you’ll just keep falling and falling but never reach closure. you’ll never be in peace with yourself. you will hate yourself forever. but you shouldn’t. You should make your life the best of it! you only have one! Start off by having an objective perspective. think of it like this: you can have a much better view of a city if you stare at from a helicopter, instead of looking at it from the pavement, the centre of the problem, right? so each time you have an issue, try not to panic. have a much more perspective view. sit back and analyse the situation. every bad thing comes with a good one tied up to it. theres always a good side. try searching! use your time here. ending your life will be the worst mistake you’ll ever do. suicide doesnt end your pain, it just transfers it to others who love you and care about you. If you think nodoby cares about you, let me tell you you are so wrong. Some people struggle to express their emotions and show that they care, and even if you are still convinced that nobody loves you, theres me. I love you SO much. PLEASE. listen to me. Im here for you. if you need any help, I’m just a skype away or just ask me something through my ask. i’ll listen. i wont judge you. you are not alone. there are so many other people who are in the same situation you are, but you can put an end to this; you really can. I am so proud of you right now. look at yourself! you just spent about 7 minutes reading this, hanging on, breathing. you are alive. This means that no matter how much shit life has put you through, you’ve made it. you’ve survived the day. and I’m 100% sure that you can repeat this again tomorrow and solve all your problems. Now, i want you to place your hand over your chest. you feel that beating? its called purpose, you are alive for a reason; even if you still haven’t found one.
Stay strong my love ★